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Loosh farmer here

I've been edging so much with femboys in dms it's driving me crazy. I'm beyond burned out from porn. I can literally close my eyes and I see porn. I have not coomed so the number still stays at 24 relapses. But I've burned my brain, I've seen more hours of porn than I've had hours of sleep. I love it and hate it. My balls hurt. I've been milking and frothing this cum for more than two weeks. If I cum the need will be over but so will my energy. If I don't stop, I will cum, that's a given, that's been proven for ten years. So I gotta find a way to not cum but also stop enjoying edging to porn. I no longer care that it's exhausting, many things less pleasurable sre exhausting. I need a new reason, right now is only that I'll eventually cum if I go on like this

Loosh farmer here

Found my reason alright. Real life is unbearable for me if I continue watching porn. I'm an insatiable porn animal, I'd jerk off from waking up to falling asleep with my hand on my dick. I'm that kind of man, there's no denying it. I did it. But I also sadly have to live, I'm a wagie cuck and I gotta do both of my jobs, as a wagie and as a cuck in this goddamned society. So the solution is to quit fast before brain fog makes me do some stupid gooner mistake that'll get me caught with my hand down my pants or worse

Loosh farmer here

I almost jerked off with another dude on cam in a bathroom stall. That's how far I've come on this porn addiction. In five years I will suck girl dick if I don't stop. I need to get my shit together. What saved me was not my own conscience or intelligence, no way, it was the fact that the video I sent to this dude was not downloading for him. So I had to screenshare which implied more risks so I finally backed off. I saw that as a sign and swore to never watch porn again or my dick will never rise. I nutted inside a biological woman last night so I guess that is not really a coom relapse but next year I'll count those too, maybe as a 𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘭 𝘯𝘶𝘵™ separate counter. That did nothing to keep me away from porn, I thought I would get the demon out and I'll be able to say no to porn. But look at me, I almost showed my dick on a video call that could have been recorded. Fuck me. NOFAP 2026

>>142894 this written a day before this >>142895 is so fucking real it's not even funny. I am insatiable, it is true. I'm a porn demon, I will not stop if I'm allowed to watch porn. I will do things that WILL ruin my life. As long as I watch porn, it will simply be a matter of time

Loosh farmer here

I'm moving into the fourth week of nocoom, slowly getting my shit back together. Busting inside a foid definitely helped with the hormonal part of the struggle but I also saw what I'm capable of if I'm desperate and that scared me away from porn. Last night I was actually thinking of going back and watching porn on cam. What's so bad about it, can they dox and blackmail me, saying they'll send the video to my work and family? Is doing something embarrassing enough to make someone pay the ransom? Anyway, I've learned that if I start pumping my dick again I'll go back to trying to edge at work, because at home I can't do it and the urge will be insatiable again. Fuck me

>>142827

Doesn't work

>>142836

fuck this shit why do I have to be short when other people never worked a day in their life for being tall

>>142842

Life isn't fair

People are tall despite being lazy evil selfish dishonest etc etc

There's lots of theodecies for the problem of evil here's one example

https://benthams.substack.com/p/the-archon-abandonment-theodicy?utm_source=publication-search&utm_campaign=posts-open-in-app&triedRedirect=true

how about some people meditate on me being 6'1.25" before they go to bed..

with broader shoulders than I have now too as well of course

Its about personality son

>>142886

*ehem* NERRRRDDD

>>142769

4chan is back now

>>142385

exactly. Zoomer victory

>>142384

How is this a happening ?

>>142384

Remind me to come back to this thread in November

>>142840

Remember Remember Blue Eisenhower November

>>133790

>>136147 has it right, but here's a thing I'd like to add: the Jews you're familiar with don't use Kabbalah, they use it's antithesis, Qlipthoth. Jews hate it when people use Kabbalah, especially Israelites and foreigners.

Also, I'm pretty sure that Mel Brooks is considered irrelevant at best, and at worst, disgraced to them. Despite being "part of the club" he never really was "with the club" so to speak..

>>133790

Blacks and browns entering the USA is a matter of earth following heaven. When an individual sins, their soul darkens. When the spiritual leader of a nation sins, the whole country darkens. When Satan mocks and says, “be black,” his shadows mock and do likewise. Jews are the shadows and echoes of Satan, and the military, especially the Marines, are the shadows of his cat, Aries. Not many people recognize that the dynamic between the pharisees and romans never went away. In conclusion, it is not a spell cast by Jews, but the unfortunate visible result of the sins of a nation. Every swamp has its mosquitoes, after all.

>>142864

Yeah you know Yehwah, they say he suffered so much entropy that because he didn't have an actuator he could need help so we should do something so he isn't mutilated because viable chaos is possible scheduled like computers.

If you’re not a believer how could you feel energy emanating from the churches? Wouldn’t that make you a believer then?

Acts 7:1-53 , Spirit isn’t lost, we just swimming in the deep end now, Spirit and Truth. Nothing of this world is going to justify your relationship with the Cosmos. That’s something between “me and my father” :D

>>142779

It is only the main stream of Christianity that is losing its spiritual power, on the other hand, the gnostic side of Christianity (and when i mean by gnostic, i mean the concept in christian esotericism and not gnosticism) gains more spiritual power by your input, so if you focus your energy on the gnosis of esoteric christianity, maybe that part will actually bring back christianity to a more wider audience and consequently, its esoteric side.

The path is narrow and the way is difficult and those who find it are few, it wouldn't surprise me if most of the people today who profess to be Christian are merely culturally Christian and are falling away as the Tribulation comes upon us.

Remember, Christianity isn't a religion strictly speaking, it's not a series of rituals codes and traditions that you follow to earn your place in the afterlife; it's purely a relationship with God, the Self-Existent One, the Foundation of Being, the Essence of Reality Himself.

>>142843

There's more to it than this of course, after all Jesus said "if you love Me you will keep My commands.", but my point is that at the core essence of it this is what Christianity is.

>>142755

sage negated

I guess if someone is stupid enough to come here and not see the multiple instances of the proper board being linked, we're better off without them.

Maybe they'd take you seriously if you explained what exactly makes the other one "proper."

>>142776

iykyk

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